Thanks

I'm propped up by several pillows in my bed and peeking out the blinds at what looks like mid-day.  It's not.  It's only morning, but when I'm alone, it feels later.  I had every intention on rising and rushing to another part of the city to do yoga with my favorite instructor, but part of me just wants to soak up this time to myself.  There will be a lot of that this weekend.  

Funny, I've had several people ask me how I feel about being alone. Some have a hard time doing things without company. Perhaps I have enough voices in my head to fill the empty space? Ha.  I am perfectly fine with dinner for one at a quiet restaurant or sitting in a movie by myself.  I've never had an issue with doing nothing or keeping busy. Both ends of the spectrum are comfortable places.  This little pocket of free time is a mini vacation for me. I had some rather hefty deadlines looming -- and I was able to get my class, my application submission, my legal data -- all the rather mundane details of my life in line and out of my hands, just in time for a long holiday weekend.

There will be no turkey this year.  That much has been decided.  Thanksgiving has become rather overplayed in our family.  I won't be missing it much. Instead, I'm driving north to a little riverside restaurant to have a luncheon with Mom, Dad, Bro and his family.  The kids will entertain their younger cousin. Then, after lunch, I'll be dropping the children off with their dad to be shuttled to some more traditional turkey affair with his family.  My sweet friend says she wants to meet for a cocktail later.  I think I just may have to do that.  

There's nothing to do and everything to be thankful for.  

I have a roof over my head.  I have less stress.  There are two smart, funny, healthy and beautiful children I call my own. I have loving, supportive friends and family.  I have managed to keep a rather positive outlook on life.  I am strong and healthy. I am happy with who I've become -- a happy, thoughtful, and introspective woman.  I am always learning and willing to grow.  All of those things trump the turkey and stuffing.  This may not be the "traditional holiday" this year, but I will continue to give thanks.